i have a desperate desire to become fluent in french, along with any other language i can learn in my lifetime. i have no idea why. and yet, i cannot help but work towards this goal. what is it that makes me want to become fluent in french? is it just so that i can say i am bilingual? i would think not. hmm...why did i choose to write a blog about this? i have no idea whatsoever. random thoughts when i'm sick and cranky and tired. maybe it's cause my head is spinning and throbbing and i should probably go to bed.
today was a weird day.....woke up with throat swollen, head throbbing, neck aching....the list of ailments goes on and on. taks was easy, so the morning went well because it was just a test, and believe it or not i actually kind of enjoy tests. usually. anywho, as soon as i walked into english i got really frustrated. i get easily irritated with myself when i am sick. and i screwed up this stuff with a paper i had written and turned in yesterday, so all of that crap had to be fixed. and then we did nothing all period. whose idea was it to actually go to class after taks testing? cause it's a load of CRAP. man, reading over what i just said, i kind of sound really gripy and bitter right now. i apoligize for that. i'm really not a bitter person, when i can think coherent thoughts. again with the apology for the sucky blog. i'll try to work on that.

**ick for SATs and useless school days**
**yay for sleep, even if it is only for a few short hours**
**yay for counting crows**
**ick for my crappy blogging skills**
**yay that the weekend will, sooner or later, inevitably come**