"there's still fire in you yet. yeah, there's still fire in you."

today has been oh so very wishy washy. i've been in a wonky mood. whenever i'm around people, i want to be left alone...whenever i'm alone, i wish i had someone to hang out with. bizarre? perhaps. hasn't exactly been the best day ever either, but i'm kind of over that...none of the bad stuff was really that much of a big deal in the long run.

i think i had a successful turnaround though. i was just going to come home and sleep...but on my walk home i always pass this pretty hill on campus. and when i passed it today, i thought, "wow, this weather is amazing, and i never spend enough time outside. i want to go sit on the hill and just bask in the silence and the beautiful day." so i laid on the hill for about an hour...watching leaves fall, laughing at squirrels...being silent, talking to God about anything and everything. it was awesome. more days like this one please? yes, i think so.