"that sound you hear--that BOOM--that's my mind blowing."

i LOVE rain!!! today when i got home i had to just go outside and stand in the rain for a while, cause i was like, "heck yes!! it's raining!!!" and it was so cool. but yeah...God rocks.

i don't like english papers...or i guess i should say, i don't like starting english papers. in a weird way, i actually kind of like them once they're begun--once i have the intro and thesis and a basic idea of what the paper will consist of. but right now i'm just at the icky stage where i don't know where my paper is going...i hate that feeling. and yet at the same time...i kind of like it. it's cool to not be decided yet on the exact subject of the paper...it leaves you free to contemplate the possibilities.

i'm kind of bitter because i won't be able to go to on the pine cove service weekend this october, and i REALLY want to go. i am just in one of those moods where i really want to be back at pine cove...i miss it so much. i hope that i get a job there next summer...i'll be filling out an application very soon!! i miss pine cove. :(


best thing ever: a stormy day at pine cove.