don't you just hate when you 're having a semi-marvelous week and then something happens to just spoil it all? that's what my week has been. fortunately, as upset as i've gotten over it, it's actually good, because it was an answer to a prayer. God is using this situation to bring me closer to Him. and i'm thankful for that. it's just like... i'm still upset about what happened...but the fact that it's a part of God's plan to help me grow in Him is reassuring and gives me more of a peace about it. so praise God for that, and please pray that i will continue to depend on Him while i'm going through this.